That feeling when you realize it's all gift, and sometimes He takes gifts back, or exchanges them for others;
That feeling when you realize (again) that you have control over nothing, nothing that truly matters;
That feeling when your heart bursts withboth grief and excitement, and they both just keep getting stronger;
That feeling when you have talked for ten hours and you still have to go to bed with a big decision unmade;
That feeling when you unsettle the world of the children, and some shoot off fireworks of questions with excitement, while others curl up on the ground in a ball of sadness and fear;
That feeling when you realize someone else might eat your future raspberries, and your future strawberries;
That feeling when you trust and pray and commend yourself to God and you still just can't fall asleep;
That feeling when you realize your future is only as steadfast as the love of the Father for His children;
That feeling when your husband gets a call.
My husband has received a call to serve at another church. Please pray for us and with us as we deliberate and seek God's will; pray for this church and that church and all churches; that God Himself would be our anchor.